11-4-02. Very busy past few days. We finished moving, cleaned the apartment we had rented from my aunt thouroughly, until it was much cleaner than it had been when we moved in. That took up Wednesday and Thursday. Still did not get our deposit back. Cindy said it wan't clean, and whe had to clean it all day Friday. However, since she had to arrange to have Firday off at least aweek ahead of time (I know the place she works), it is obvious she was not planning to return the deposit at all, no matter how clean it was. (actually, she no longer had it.) This really upset me and Scott. I was rather for ignoring it and just being polite but not close any longer. He stewed for several days, making himself ill (Bad stomach). Finally asked if he could tell Cindy what he thought if he didn't raise his voice and kept calm. I was Worried about him, (and us) so agreed. He had a very short phone call when he told her he didn't want anything to do with her ever again yesterday. My sister, who is staying with her, says she is not upset at me. They are both concerned about me living with him! Have not talked to Cindy since yesterday afternoon (before the phone call). Have not talked with grandparents, who have already had an earful. Avoiding whole topic and spending time with inlaws. Scott was sorry for causing me trouble, but feels better to have that off his chest. Also says that though he tells me he would choose me ver his family, he has never actually had to do it - Now I have and did. He's glad of that, and sorry he put me in that position. Oh, well. Mom will be back from Florida tonight. I've told her a bit over the phone - I can have a good talk with her after she and Dad and he babies are settled back in.

On a happier note - baought a DVD Player Yesterday. (busy day) and the new Spider man Movie (Scott loves comic books). Actually, bought the DVD player FOR the new Spider-Man Movie. We stayed up late last night watching it with my brother Miah and his girlfriend. That was nice. Ok, so I read through most of it, having already gone to see it three times in the theater with Scott. It was still nice to vegitate.